I’m not feeling my best today, My little sister Sprite had a bunch of her friends over today and yesterday and my sister Dililla had here friends come over. This makes me sad because I don’t have any freinds who can come over.
Whats more, Dililla is very mean to me. She’s always grabbing onto my hair and yelling at me, she makes me feel very emotionlly damaged and sad. She hurts my feelings a lot.
Thats how I feel.
Whats more, Dililla is very mean to me. She’s always grabbing onto my hair and yelling at me, she makes me feel very emotionlly damaged and sad. She hurts my feelings a lot.
Thats how I feel.
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Hi, just found your weblog here. Really sorry to hear you feel so down today. I'm 26, a musician and student from Liverpool, England, and although I have never been diagnosed with an autistic spectrum disorder (I intend to maybe seek out a proper diagnosis shortly), I first heard of Asperger's a short while back just by picking up a book in a libary by chance and realised that a lot of it related to my own behaviour. In actual fact, I don't think I have Asperger's as such because my problems are very mild and I don't have some of the symptoms: I have no problem reading facial expressions or understanding emotions or gestures, I don't have shut-downs or overloads. However, what makes me think I am on the spectrum somewhere is the fact that I stim all the time, have done since I was a child, to a quite extreme degree. I have some quite major social problems at times. I have various obsessional interests, like you when I was younger I was obsessed by sci-fi, which I lost interest in when I was older, now I'm obsessed about music, paranormal, football (or soccer) stats, political stuff, etc. I have really strange patterns of thinking. I also have emotional problems - although I am intelligent emotionally when it comes to understanding others, I am very emotionally immature in myself for my age, I am more like a highly sensitive 12-year old than a man in his mid-20s. I basically stil feel like a child in most ways except intellectually. So I guess maybe I have very mild autistic traits though something beyond just being eccentric - obviously my stimming is more than just eccentric I guess. Perhaps I have very mild Asperger's, or maybe PDD-NOS. I don't know, because I lack some of the traits I'm not sure what to think. Still, I always knew, even when I was a child, that something was wrong and I never knew what, at least now I feel I have some insight into it.
Anyway, I'm kind of looking around on the net for anything to do with the Autistic spectrum. I like meeting and talking to Aspies and how they deal with things, to try and get as much insight as possible. Not sure how old you are, obviously younger than me, but I came across your weblog and noticed you had a great taste in music so I figured I'd say hello and introduce myself! As I say, sorry to hear you arn't feeling too good today, hope you are feeling better soon.
Cheers, Mark.
okay, thank you
I'm sorry you feel so bad. If it makes you feel any better, I would come visit you if it was feasibly possible.
I haven't talked to anyone lately who wasn't at least a little bit down. Must be the full moon or something. I read somewhere, that just like the tides, the moon affects people's mental states.
Anyways, I really hope you feel better soon. As to your sister, I can't really give any sibling advice, since I don't really have any siblings.
I'm sorry.
*comforting hugs*
Thank you Steph, I'm feeling better know
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